June 26, 2010

独白话语 #2

梦想与现实存在的差距,往往都会带着丑陋的面具,冲着我们而来。 这是无可避免的。

理想是美妙的;现实,却是很残酷的。是血腥的。

唯一能战胜现实的,是热衷。是那份由始至终坚持不懈的激情与毅力。但是,可以紧握当初心中那股澎湃的热情的,想必屈指可数。就算再潇洒的个性,也得向可悲的金钱主义低头。就算再风流的艺术家,也必须向自己的局限低头。

是的,我们都共存于一个物质世界。没有钱,是万万不能的。
但,有些人却沉醉于虚拟的钞票世界里。

静思一想,钱是一切吗? 人,如果为钱而活,那生命的意义何在呢?

人,应该为的是梦想而活。有人说过,人因梦想而伟大。
梦想,即是生命的原因。
放弃了梦想,我们还有活下去的意义吗?

there are some things in life that should not be let go of.

June 25, 2010

Monologous Discourse #1

Three days from now, I might lose my sleep.

Finally, after what has been a six month hiatus from academia, starts a new expedition to scale a more daunting height. The outcome of which would effectively, directly and certainly affect and decide my future university.

It has been, reflectively, a brief yet complicated six months of self-discovery and soul-searching. Sadly, the journey has not been fruitful. The writer feels as confused as he had been two years ago as now. To the writer's undeveloped mentality, he feels that one should clearly identify one's Purpose in life. What is your purpose? Someone is quoted as saying, "a good person strives to satisfy himself; a great person strives to make society a better place to live in". The language is clear, the meaning vague. How does one make society a better place to live in? Who should we benefit? And by what means?

One principle the writer believes in is the wisdom that to succeed in life, "one should play to their strengths". Again, simple language. But a quiet moment of reflection quickly and almost inevitably yields that not all of us can identify our own strengths and weaknesses with authoritative clarity. Do you know what your natural talents are?

As you can see, my writing has deteriorated shamefully. The arguments I present are disjointed. Happily, this shall change three days later, as I embrace a (cliché!) new chapter of my life.
Occasional cheesiness does find its way into my writings, another thing that shall change!

Whatever happens, my studies shall come first. Music second. Love can come later, if at all.

This might change.

Goodnight!

June 1, 2010

I HEREBY DECLARE ADAM LAMBERT AS MY OFFICIAL RELIGION